You ever get those moments when you think....man if I won the lottery what would I do with all that money?  I sometimes dream about it and make a mental inventory of what I would do and who I would I help.  I think this is probably a waste of time since I never play the lottery....but it is sometimes a nice diversion.

My list is nothing surprising.

1. Pay off all bills and house.
2. Buy Angela a new van.
3. Set aside trust fund for the kids.
4. Pay off Mom and Dad's bills.
5. Depending on how much I had - Give a lump sum to our parents, sisters, and brothers.
......and so on.

I am pretty sure winning a lot of money would be actually really terrible.  I imagine pining over who to give money and who you would not.  It would be so hard to know who your friends are and who just wanted a piece of what you had.

Maybe I am just being pessimistic....

The good side of this is.....I don'e ever plan on winning the lottery....so I know the friends I have...well they must be my friends because they want to be.  Count your blessings....I think that is the message.